...the body keeps score

 Reflecting on maybe the worst (sooo dramatic) moments of my life and thinking of how inflamed I was physically. How much I was hurting and struggling mentally reflected in ways that I honestly would've never guessed. As signs to get out. Those "stomach issues" weren't just my typical bloating issues, it was more than anxiety as well. When I was with A, my stomach hurt all the time.. could barely eat.. and constantly bloated. She was two timing me. When I was with J, same thing. I won't touch on that because not much to say, just another sign for me. When I was with L and things were going so terribly wrong.. stomach issues. I wasn't a big b!tch I was a stressed b1tch!