...the body keeps score

 Reflecting on maybe the worst (sooo dramatic) moments of my life and thinking of how inflamed I was physically. How much I was hurting and struggling mentally reflected in ways that I honestly would've never guessed. As signs to get out. Those "stomach issues" weren't just my typical bloating issues, it was more than anxiety as well. When I was with A, my stomach hurt all the time.. could barely eat.. and constantly bloated. She was two timing me. When I was with J, same thing. I won't touch on that because not much to say, just another sign for me. When I was with L and things were going so terribly wrong.. stomach issues. I wasn't a big b!tch I was a stressed b1tch!

what's on my rob list checkkk

My current bag favorites and I HAVE to blow the images up so these beauties can show (kinda) properly. First bag is my newest babyyyyyy, she's the blue Guess Annita Girlfriend satchel bag which is now currently sold out everywhere. I bought her straight off the display as soon as I laid eyes on her she is definitely my newest girlfriend ;). Coming in second is my almost newest baby! The perfect everyday fall bag imo, the one and only Louis Vuitton Boulogne PM bag that is coming in in the next some days!!! Im way too excited, she along with my girl Annita are the PERFECT fall bags. One with a pop (yet subtle) of color, and my Louis has all the fall staple colors you need. 

Last 2 bags are more summer/spring coded, which means I WILL be purchasing them in the fall because well that's just how it works. Fall bags (or any pieces really) are to be shopped for in summer, and in spring/summer we shop for fall. Literally just how it works. First bag, the MIU MIU Arcadie suede bag... love at first sight. That fuchsia is my ultimate FAVORITE shade of pink and the way it's also vibrant as well just screamsss spring and summer! WANT her, NEED her. And the Coach bag is something I just came across today, I don't have the full ID of this purse yet but I know its some Coach x Poppy collab that I for some reason haven't seen before wtf. But THIS bag is spring. When I think spring, I think blues, greens, pinks, yellows, oranges, etc... And baby that's exactly what it's giving. I need 20 more bands RIGHT NOW. 

 

slow and steady

 its currently 9AM and im listening to the great Smokey Robinson just thinking of how slow and steady truly does win the race. wake up, focus on your breathing, turn on your rhythm and blues, do your wellness routine, sit in stillness, steady your mind, focus on the tunes of the instruments playing, slowly force a smile... be present, be steady, to be ready. currently this is what my morning rituals consist of and when I tell you my days have become significantly better just by making sure the foundation is ready and fueled (mind, body, and the connection).

goodmorning, take your time today.