can you be an ethical looksmaxxer?

 I wonder if being an ethical looksmaxxer is a thing. I also wonder if you're a terrible person (I'm so dramatic) because you want to pick up on some of those looksmaxxing tips because I'll be honest I found myself exploring that rabbit hole. I do understand some of the racist undertones that actually a good majority of this beautymaxx/looksmaxxing  community is filled of, but you know how you can take a little something from here a little something from there and make it your own? That's at least what I'm trying to do. See as a Black girl, I'm not trying to erase my blackness. I'm not trying to erase my features that easily point me to my origins. I just wanna simply enhance myself. I'm vain, fine I'll admit it. Yes I do feel like I can lose a couple inches from this side of my body. Yes, I do feel I could add more muscle to my overall body. Yes, I do feel like if my skin was just a bit more clear.. I don't know maybe I would love myself a little bit more. Now please don't get me wrong. If you know me, you know I am obsessed with myself. In fact that's the reason why I'm even exploring this community. I want to be my ultimate best self and I also do understand that this is a journey that I will be on for the rest of my life. And you know what? That excites me I actually do love looking forward to bettering myself mentally and physically every single day... it gives me purpose.

I want to be honest and transparent to my viewers on here. Yes, I am picking up that needle and this is just for me because this is what I want to do and it brings me joy. I do not see others as less than if they are not doing the same thing I'm doing or even adjacent because, girl, like I said I'm VAIN. I'm only thinking of myself anyways lol.